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Sometimes, I felt that there is a disadvantages when you are in a relationship with someone for too long. You will get bored. Then both of you will start fighting about silly things, rarely communicate with each other. The only reason is: you get lazy.

Message pun malas, call pun malas, lagilah berjumpa. Malas jugak. This is what happened to myself. Used to happened la. Kalau boleh rasa nak je cepat kahwin with hope all these bullshit yang maybe could make our relationship fail will hilang. Sometimes I get jealous tengok my other friend same age dah kahwin ada anak hidup bahagia, ada yang dah bertunang even relationship diorang tak sampai setahun pun for example my own housemate. Jealous tersangatlah. I yang dah nak masuk 4tahun ni satu hape pun takde. Jangankan nak bertunang hint-hint merisik pun lambat lagi kot. The only reason both of us masih belajar and memang lah dah nak habis belajar dah next year tapi masing-masing kena kerja dulu kumpul duit then baru boleh fikir pasal kahwin. Sigh -.-"

Sometimes I rasa macam nak give up with this relationship sebab hari-hari pun nak gaduh benda bodoh, takde dah perasaan manis-manis time bercinta. Nonsense je. Semua memang takde dah. If ada pun banyak pretend je. But you know what, thank God, Harith is a very patient guy. Seriously patient sebab if dia bukan lelaki macam tu, mesti our relationship dah lama musnah. He will try his best to save our relationship. Macam-macam benda dia buat. From jokes, to bagi chocolate, call tanpa henti and many more. I takut je relationship ni tak sampai happy ending. I berdoa hari-hari mudah-mudahan hubungan ini direstui semua pihak. Takde orang yang akan sumpah-sumpah bomoh-bomoh supaya our relationship ni fail. Hopefully. I ni garang, bila marah memang suara nak lantang je but Harith pulak jenis cool, bila marah suara slow tapi penuh nasihat. Betul la orang cakap api lawannya mesti dengan air. Tak boleh dua-dua api. But I think selalunya I tengok kat keliling I, api mesti perempuan, yang airnya mesti lelaki. Wanna know why? Ni my theory je la. perempuan selalu penuh with emosi bila marah especially during their period time. Ni fact tak tipu. Jadi lelaki telah dilahirkan untuk mengawal emosi perempuan tu supaya kedua-duanya dapat hidup harmoni. heheee.

Anyway kesimpulannya sayangilah perempuan dan fahamilah mereka. haha okay merepek.

okay la bye :p