Long time

It's been awhile since the last time I wrote to my wonderful diary ni. Its not that I dont have anymore stories to "berlagak" to you. It just that I'm too busy with GAMES hihihihi besides currently I jadi lagi rajin updating my Instagram than blog. Lagi senang sebab kat phone. Blog kena bukak laptop. Kat phone update blog tak puas heheee 

Anyway just to update my life. Currenly I'm still penganggur. Went to so many interviews but until now still takde any offer. Maybe belum rezeki lagi. It's okay. Dulu awal-awal rasa nak give up jugak sedih, takut macam parent marah ke and say something like this ke kan, "hish budak ni tak reti ke nak cari keje. Tau nak duduk senang lenang je mintak duit" something like that la kan. Then the other day I macam express la the feeling to ibu kan. Saying macam sedih la nak give up la rasa macam takut bebankan my parent sebab tak kerja lagi and cannot help my family. Nak kerja jadi cleaner je la. Sapu sampah ke. Takpun pergi la keje fast food ke kan. Sebab penat sangat pergi interview with so many companies. But then abah terdengar and said "eh apa cakap macam tu, ni semua kan ketentuan Allah. Kita kene la berusaha, solat, berdoa, semua ni rezeki dari dia. Adalah hikmahnya kalau kita gagal sesuatu tu. Don't give up. Pergi hantar resume kat tempat-tempat lain lagi mana tau ada rezeki lain, Just don't give up" lebih kurang la macam tu hehehee 

After hearing all that rasa macam relieved sikit and bersemangat balik. But seriously went to so many interviews and then hearing them said, "Okay please wait for the answer in two weeks time" and then takde answer, make me weak sometimes. Rasa macam sedih sangat. But not too worry, I have my games to cheer me up back and family and also my very best friends yang always give me moral support and also selalu belanja-belanja  saya sebab saya belum bekerja lagi hihihihi

Okay la enough of merepek, now back to games. Bye :)