Diary of Me

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Wish List #2

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

okay bye =P

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I don't know if you guys understand this. But this is what really happened to me everytime EVERYTIME I showed anything about my work to ibu, Eqa or any of my family members and friends. Rasa sedih gila kot when they give me that look hahahahahaha

And this is the reason if boleh I don't want to work or involve in any of these hardcore programming again. Maybe a simple HTML or any web programming I can handle. But system? A big NO NO heheeee

Long time

It's been awhile since the last time I wrote to my wonderful diary ni. Its not that I dont have anymore stories to "berlagak" to you. It just that I'm too busy with GAMES hihihihi besides currently I jadi lagi rajin updating my Instagram than blog. Lagi senang sebab kat phone. Blog kena bukak laptop. Kat phone update blog tak puas heheee

Anyway just to update my life. Currenly I'm still penganggur. Went to so many interviews but until now still takde any offer. Maybe belum rezeki lagi. It's okay. Dulu awal-awal rasa nak give up jugak sedih, takut macam parent marah ke and say something like this ke kan, "hish budak ni tak reti ke nak cari keje. Tau nak duduk senang lenang je mintak duit" something like that la kan. Then the other day I macam express la the feeling to ibu kan. Saying macam sedih la nak give up la rasa macam takut bebankan my parent sebab tak kerja lagi and cannot help my family. Nak kerja jadi cleaner je la. Sapu sampah ke. Takpun pergi la keje fast food ke kan. Sebab penat sangat pergi interview with so many companies. But then abah terdengar and said "eh apa cakap macam tu, ni semua kan ketentuan Allah. Kita kene la berusaha, solat, berdoa, semua ni rezeki dari dia. Adalah hikmahnya kalau kita gagal sesuatu tu. Don't give up. Pergi hantar resume kat tempat-tempat lain lagi mana tau ada rezeki lain, Just don't give up" lebih kurang la macam tu hehehee

After hearing all that rasa macam relieved sikit and bersemangat balik. But seriously went to so many interviews and then hearing them said, "Okay please wait for the answer in two weeks time" and then takde answer, make me weak sometimes. Rasa macam sedih sangat. But not too worry, I have my games to cheer me up back and family and also my very best friends yang always give me moral support and also selalu belanja-belanja saya sebab saya belum bekerja lagi hihihihi

Okay la enough of merepek, now back to games. Bye :)

Wish list

Dear you, I already wrote this on twitter but you don't have a twitter. So I post it here so maybe you can check it out for me as my convocation present or as our anniversary present heeee. Either one la hehehe. I am too shy to tell you face to face muahahaha. Yeah I know it is maybe too much but this is what I want, FOR NOW. heheheeee But if you don't want to buy it for me its okay. Maybe in the next next year also can hahahaha

Yeah I know I have tones of bracelet. But I still want more for my collections heheee

Again bracelet. Okay maybe this is too expensive. Maybe in the next few years. Hopefully heheee

I really love that yellow watch.

the sweater not the girl heheeee

I don't know when I'm going to use this coz class pun dah takde but still I'm in love with this bag heeee maybe because it's yellow and ada monyet heheee

moreeeee monkey plushie hihihihihi

Bruno Mars latest album heheeee even bruno mars pun tahu letak monkey/gorilla at his album cover sebab he knows I love monkey so much hahaha dulu first album color kuning. second album letak monkey pulak hahaha I love you lah Bruno Mars

Lastly just a simple bouquet of yellow tulip :)

I don't know when are you going to read it because I know you were busy with your papers right now. Internet pun you takde and avoid it so that you can focus on your papers yang susah gila tu. Hmmm I just hope you read it heeee :)

Oh anyway just wanna tell you that I still love you even I didnt get any of these :)

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Wedding video

Okay I promise ni one last post about my cousin's wedding hahahaha why am I so obsessed with the wedding hahaha anyway it was such a lovely wedding that's why la kot jadi obsessed lagipun it was my beloved kesayangan hati cousin's wedding kot and I am so happy for both of them heheheee

Anyway, to watch her wedding video click Here heheheee

Bawah ni pulak trailer a new program which is called Raikan Cinta yang akan start di tayangkan di Astro Ria on 21st October, 7pm. So it will be on every Sunday la kiranya hehheee anyway on this show nanti ada my cousin's wedding ni hahahahaa so people tengok la mana tau my face ada terselit sikit-sikit heheeeee my cousin's wedding will be on air on 4th November so buat reminder pleaseeee heheeee

Okay tu je nak bagitau byeeee :)

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Attention for those yang tak faham bahasa

This blog is my public diary full with stories about my life with beautiful and wonderful people around me. Simple, don't read it if you don't like it. Don't click at my blog url if you don't like it. Thank you.

Retirement Farewell

On 22nd of September last week was abah's 55th birthday. So the day before which was 21st of September was suppose to be the last day of working for abah. Bersara la kiranya. Sepatutnya la. Tapi abah tak jadi pun bersara sebab his employer still need him and they dah pujuk dengan sepenuh hati suruh abah extend lagi 1 year. Katanya 1 year la tapi haritu dengar-dengar cite macam 2 tahun. I don't know la. Ikut abah la. Abah may look young physically but mentally he's old. That's what abah said la heheee anyway abah dah kerja dengan Maybank ni for 32 years. Oh gosh gila setia. No wonder la orang-orang besar Maybank pun sayang abah sampai susah sangat nak let go abah. I wonder can I jadi setia as abah with my future work tu nanti. Hmmmm.

Anyway sempena abah 'last day' budak-budak office ada nak buat farewell party sikit for abah sebab after 21st September haritu abah nak cuti for 2 weeks konon-konon berehat sekejap before sambung kerja as contract worker hehehee so the budak-budak office telah berpakat senyap-senyap dengan ibu mintak ibu send all the old pictures of abah with Maybank through email. And they also invited us to come over to the farewell party as the important and surprise guests for abah. We are so nervous macam gila sebab ibu ni kadang-kadang suka terkantoikan secret hehee. So for 1 week all of us kat rumah macam tak borak sangat dengan abah sebab takut terlepas cakap heheeeee so petang jumaat tu all of us took LRT pergi bangsar sebab abah kerja kat Dataran Maybank tu heheheeee. Surprise menjadi and serious muka abah terkejut time tu and mata bergenang-genang time bagi speech tu :') tak pernah tengok abah terharu macam tu. Anyway happy belated birthday to Abah. No one could ever replace u in my heart. You are the greatest the best guy I could ever had in my whole life. I love you so much :')